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You know I'm done.
Jan. 18th, 2015 08:05 pm
OUT OF CHARACTER
Name: Steph 2.0
Personal Journal:susrien
Age: 11/11/93
Contact:∿ susrien @ AIM
Characters Played: N/A
∿ kittygurl1111 @ Gmail
∿susrien
IN CHARACTER
Name: Isaac Lahey
Canon: Teen Wolf
Age: 16
Timeline: 2x02
Background: And I'm doomed.
( With a gun against my head, alone myself - I stand. )
merry ewaymas episode 2
Dec. 18th, 2014 08:47 pm
Scott
+ 
Malia
+ 
Alayne
Adam monsterhater
Percy
Castiel
+
Klaus
+ 
( "fweuhluh" )
Predator, but not a killer.
( ►so, i'm telling you that you'll be safe with me◄ )
►every single one's got a story to tell◄
Oct. 3rd, 2013 05:12 am( ►Everyone Knows About It To From The Queen Of England To The Hounds Of Hell◄ )
Once More, With Feeling.
Sep. 23rd, 2013 06:09 pmEntranceway ☗ From Home | ☖ From Wonderland ☮ Positive | ☡ Negative | ¿ Neutral ♛ Alpha | ღ Pack | ✿ Hot/Attractive ▲ Human | ⌘ Other | ☭ Little Prick ❤ Romance | ★ Trust | ✫ Tentative Trust ‽ Unsure | ✘ Distrust | ° New |
DEREK HALE In a sitch like this • You gotta think and I don't think you think about the way he thinks • And I know you live life for yourself • But it all comes down to the way you help • And I know your life is such a hell • You wake up early and you work until • You have your drinks at 5 o'clock • The hours blend and your thoughts • All haunt your hopes • Your dreams • Your everything ♪ ☗ ☮ ♛ ღ ⌘ ★ |
SCOTT MCCALL 1 • 2 • 3 • 4 • Tell me that you love me more • Sleepless long nights • That is what my youth was for • Old teenage hopes are alive at your door • Left you with nothing but they want some more • Oh, you're changing your heart • Oh, You know who you are • Sweetheart • Bitterheart • Now I can't tell you apart • Cozy and cold • Put the horse before the cart • Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes • Too scared to own up to one little lie ♪ ☗ ☮ ♛ ღ ✿ ⌘ ❤ ★ ‽ |
ALLISON ARGENT He said now if you got some questions go and lay them at my feet • But my time here is brief • So you'll have to pick just three • And I said what do you do with the pieces of a broken heart • And how can a man like me remain in the light • And if life is really as short as they say • Then why is the night so long • And then the sun went down and he sang for me this song • See I once was a young fool like you • Afraid to do the things that I knew I had to do • So I played an escapade just like you ♪ ☗ ☮ ღ ✿ ▲ ❤ ★ |
STILES STILINSKI We're goin' at it tonight • Tonight • There's a party on the rooftop • Top of the world tonight • Tonight • And we're dancin' on the edge of the Hollywood sign • I don't know if I'll make it • But watch how good I'll fake it • It's all right, all right, tonight • Tonight • I woke up with a strange tattoo • Not sure how I got it • Not a dollar in my pocket • And it kinda looks just like you • Mixed with Zach Galifianakis • La • La • La • Whatever • La • La • La • It doesn't matter • La • La • La • Oh well ♪ ☗ ¿ ღ ✿ ▲ ✫ ‽ |
IʞƧИI⅃ITƧ ƧƎ⅃ITƧ I've been silent all these years • Traveled miles to get me here • And the notion of love is just cool in the blood • I've been silent all these years • Been a monumental fool • They say • I'll • I'll be a man someday soon • But the mother I lost • Just a catalyst to cost • Been a monumental fool • Never have I seen God • But the angel on my shoulder tells me to believe • It's a woman and a mother and she's delicately beautiful • I've been treading carefully • To avoid such miseries • Of the years that have passed • To avoid my own wrath • I've been treading carefully • Never have I seen God • But the angel on my shoulder tells me to believe • It's a woman and a mother and she's delicately beautiful • I've been silent all these years • Framing pictures of my fears • From the flesh of the man • Sickly sweat underhand • I've been silent all these years • Never have I seen God • But the angel on my shoulder tells me to believe • It's a woman and a mother and she's delicately beautiful ♪ ☖ ☮ ✿ ⌘ ❤ ‽ ✘ |
ERICA REYES Prayer is the bell jar you put over this goodbye • I'd rather leave this embrace between you and I • Let's lock out the bearded old man in the night gown • He can tap against the glass but I'm not coming out • I build bridges with these arms • I will not build a fortress • In the circle around the kitchen table I say my "amen" because I feel blessed • Secretly hoping while joining hands that you can't feel my trembling fingertips • If I sign this piece of paper do I sell my soul along with my duties? • We won't put our money where your catholic mouth is • Even though the teeth are long gone there's still bone beneath the gums and there's a lot of potential in a mighty organ • And they told us not to clap • So we clap as loud as we can because the reverb in those holy halls is like a long lost friend • He keeps hitting the walls and comes all the way back again • I want trees instead of gravestones and nothing to confess ♪ ☗ ¿ ღ ✿ ⌘ ❤ ★ ‽ |
MATT DAEHLER Memory come when memory's old • I am never the first to know • Following the stream up north • Where do people like us float? • There is room in my lap • For bruises • Asses • Hand claps • I will never disappear • For forever I'll be here • Whispering • Morning keep the streets empty for me • Morning keep the streets empty for me • I'm laying down eating snow • My fur is hot • My tongue is cold • On a bed of spider web • I think of how to change myself • A lot of hope in a one man tent • There's no room for innocence • So take me home before the storm • Velvet moths will keep us warm • Whispering • Morning keep the streets empty for me • Morning keep the streets empty for me • Whispering • Morning keep the streets empty for me • Morning keep the streets empty for me • Uncover our heads and reveal our souls • We were hungry before we were born ♪ ☗ ¿ ▲ ‽ ✘ ° |
LYDIA MARTIN All I got is one shot to fix this • And you know I'm gonna make it right • So put your hands in the air • Hands in the air • Hands in the air • She's gonna shoot • So put your hands in the air • Hands in the air • Hands in the air • She's gonna shoot • She's got her finger on the trigger like • Bang • Bang • And they're right there in the middle like • Bang • Bang • So put your hands in the air • Hands in the air • Hands in the air • She's gonna shoot • Faster than a bullet train • She's like • Bang • Bang • You won't even feel the pain • She's like • Bang • Bang ♪ ☗ ☮ ღ ✿ ⌘ ✫ ‽ |
CORA HALE Yeah • I have friends • But they have friends • And they have parties • And I'm so awkward • So what do you say • Just as friends • We see a movie • This weekend • Alright • Okay • Friday nights are always the same in this town • I'm looking up • But I'm feeling kind of down • So • I'll light this cigarette and smoke the night away • And I'll hope that Saturday will be the day • When everything feels okay ♪ ☗ ☮ ღ ✿ ⌘ ★ |
PETER HALE Thick fingers round my neck are grasping in • Waiting for the moment to slide in • Have a drink and let this game begin • Flash light Polaroid and one cheap glass of wine • I think the moon is full I've come undone • Pieces fall this game has just begun • Oh • Play me • The next move is you • Oh • Play me • In my game you lose • White light spins through the fog and shines upon the beach • I touch the moon but it's too far from reach ♪ ☗ ☡ ✿ ⌘ ☭ ‽ ✘ |
KIRA YUKIMURA Tell me everything that happened • Tell me everything you saw • They had lights inside their eyes • They had lights inside their eyes • Did you see the closing window? • Did you hear the slamming door? • They moved forward • My heart died • They moved forward • My heart died • Please • Please tell me what they look like • Did they seem afraid of you? • They were kids that I once knew • They were kids that I once knew ♪ ☗ ☮ ✿ ⌘ ‽ ° |
CHRIS ARGENT The scenery's changing and it warms my soul • I'm 200 miles down and a long way yet to go • So get your boots on and your walking coat • And we'll together • Leave our footprints out upon the virgin snow • That ancient sunrise will soon descend • And we'll be left here pondering on the things which we can depend • So let's start over with no means to an end • Just an open hearted hope and a closed hand • Full of friends • Yeah • Well • London was alright but I was dead in the water • Couldn't see it in its light • I couldn't kneel in its altar • All I wanted was to tear it right down to the ground • But I'm feeling alright now • Yeah • I'm feeling alright ♪ ☗ ☮ ღ ▲ ✫ ‽ |
JACKSON WHITTEMORE You were laying on the carpet like you're satin in a coffin • You said • "Do you believe what you're sayin'?" • Yeah right now • But not that often • Are you dead or are you sleepin'? • Are you dead or are you sleepin'? • Are you dead or are you sleepin'? • God • I sure hope you are dead • Well you disappeared so often • Like you dissolved into coffee • Are you here right now? • Or are there probably fossils under your meat? • Are you dead or are you sleepin'? • Are you dead or are you sleepin'? • Are you dead or are you sleepin'? • God • I sure hope you are dead • Now the blow's been softened • Since the air we breathe's our coffin • Well now the blow's been softened • Since the ocean is our coffin • Often times you know our laughter is your coffin ever after • And you know the blow's been softened • Since the world is our coffin • Well now the blow's been softened • Since we are our own damn coffins • Well everybody's talkin' about their short lists • Everybody's talkin' about death ♪ ☗ ☡ ✿ ⌘ ☭ ✘ |
SANTANA LOPEZ We were born to break the doors down • Fight until the end • It's something that's inside of us • It's how we've always been • Yeah • Warrior • -rior • -rior • Warrior • -rior • Warrior • -rior • -rior • Warrior • -rior • We are the misfits • We are the bad kids • The degenerates • We ain't perfect but that's alright • Love us or hate us • Nothin' can break us • Better believe us • Times • They are a-changing tonight • We're the ones who flirt with disaster • On your ass we'll pounce like a panther • Cut the bullshit out with a dagger • With a dagger • With a dagger • Do or die we all gonna stay young • Shoot the lights out like a machine gun • Think it's time for a revolution • Revolution • Revolution ♪ ☖ ☮ ✿ ▲ ★ |
CASTIEL It's the disease of the age • It's the disease that we crave • Alone at the end of the rave • We catch the last bus home • Corporate America wakes • Coffee • Republic and cakes • We open the latch on the gate • Of the hole that we call our home • Protect me from what I want • Protect me • Protect me • Maybe we're victims of fate • Remember when we'd celebrate • We'd drink and get high until late • And now we're all alone • Wedding bells ain't gonna chime • With both of us guilty of crime • And both of us sentenced to time • And now we're all alone ♪ ☖ ☮ ღ ⌘ ★ ‽ |
ADAM MILLIGAN Here's the day you hoped would never come • Don't feed me violence • Just run with me • Through rows of speeding cars • The paper cuts • The cheating lovers • The coffee's never strong enough • I know you think it's more than just bad luck ♪ ☖ ☮ ✿ ▲ ★ |
ELLEN HARVELLE Well • I have brittle bones it seems • I bite my tongue and torch my dreams • Have a little voice to speak with • And a mind of thoughts and secrecy • Things cannot be reversed • We learn from the times we are cursed • Things cannot be reversed • Learn from the ones we fear the worst • And learn from the ones we hate the most how to ♪ ☖ ☮ ღ ▲ ★ |
JO HARVELLE Got a pistol for a mouth • My old mama gave me that • Making my own road out of gravel and some wine • And if I have to fall then it won't be in your line • Everybody's doing it so why the hell should I? • Everybody's doing it so why the hell should I? • I'm a bad woman to keep • Make me mad • I'm not here to please • Paint me in a corner but my colour comes back ♪ ☖ ¿ ▲ ‽ ✘ |
DEAN WINCHESTER The pull on my flesh was just too strong • Stifled the choice • And the air in my lungs • Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie • Cos when I open my body I breathe a lie • I will not speak of your sin • There was a way out for him • The mirror shows not • Your values are all shot • But oh • My heart was flawed • I knew my weakness • So hold my hand • Consign me not to darkness ♪ ☖ ☡ ▲ ☭ ✘ |
SAM WINCHESTER So you're feeling tied up to a sense of control • And make decisions that you think are your own • You are a stranger here • Why have you come? • Why have you come? • Lift me higher • Let me look at the sun • Look at the sun and once I hear them clearly • Say • Who • Who are you really? • And where • Where are you going? • I've got nothing left to prove • Cause I've got nothing left to lose • See me bare my teeth for you • Who • Who are you? • Now you're moving on and you say you're alone • Suspicious that this string is moving your bones • We are the fire • We see how they run • See how they run • Lift me higher • Let me look at the sun ♪ ☖ ☮ ▲ ‽ |
MICHAEL I see that lantern trimmed low • Burning in our home • And though I feel like crying • I swear tonight • I'll cry no more • How many times have I prayed that I would get lost along the way? • Dream with the feathers of angels stuffed beneath your head • The regulator's swinging pendulum • Come with me and walk the longest mile ♪ ☖ ¿ ⌘ ☭ ✘ |
RUBY Go your way • I'll take the long way 'round • I'll find my own way down • As I should • And hold your gaze • There's coke in the Midas touch • A joke in the way that we rust • And breathe again • And you'll find loss • And you'll fear what you found • When weather comes tearing down ♪ ☖ ¿ ✿ ⌘ ✘ |
BELA TALBOT Spike heels make a hole in a life boat • Drifting away when I'm talking and laughing as we float • I hear her whistle • That's how I know she's home • Lipstick • Eyelash • Broke mirror • Broken home • Force fed • Forced meds 'til I drop dead • You can’t defeat her • When you meet her you'll get what I said • The Lord knows there's a method to her madness • But the Lord's joke is a boat in a sea of sadness ♪ ☖ ☮ ✿ ▲ ✘ |
KRISSY CHAMBERS All games are played in • All games are played in • All games are played in a fair play • Our will is good • Hey • But I don't know • If you came closer to me to know • What is inside of you and if you truly feel blue • Let's play the game without the ball • The girl is gone now • You will fall • Am I supposed to be me or just a fucking referee • All games are played in a fair play mood • But have you really understood? • All games are played in a fair play mood • But have you really understood? • I didn't mean to cheat on that one • But you cheated • So I cheated ♪ ☖ ¿ ✿ ▲ ✘ |
REGINA MILLS Friendly people • All around • And time to put your best face on • Yeah • Smiling like there's nothing wrong • Though deep down you feel so alone • Nobody sees who you are inside • Nobody knows you are so much more • Nobody needs to know • You're tired of putting a show • Vaster your dreams and your hopes • Into it • Everything you used to know is gone • And you're slipping into in your own • Trying not to lose yourself ♪ ☖ ☮ ✿ ⌘ ✫ ‽ ° |
SNOW WHITE Just like an amnesiac • Trying to get my senses back • Oh • Where did they go? • Laughing with a mouth of blood • From a little spill I took • Oh • What are you laughing at? • See I traded my plot of land • For a plane to anywhere • Oh • Where do you go? • And I can't see the future • But I know its got big plans for me • Oh • What does it see? ♪ ☖ ☮ ▲ ✫ ‽ ° |
RUMPLESTILTSKIN Oh Lord • Oh Lord • I have been told • I have been told • That I must take the unforsaken road • Forsaken road • There's a fork in the road • I'll do as I am told • And I don't know • Don't know • Don't know • Don't know • Who I want to be • Cuckoo • Cuckoo • Cuckoo • You say • Y • E • S • To everything • Will that guarantee you a win? • Do you think you will be good enough • To love others and to be loved? • Oh Lord • Oh Lord • Now I can see • Now I can see • The cutlery will keep on chasing me • Forsaken road • There's a fork in the road • I'll do as I am told ♪ ☖ ¿ ⌘ ‽ ° |
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TONY STARK Welcome to your life • There's no turning back • Even while we sleep • We will find you • Acting on your best behavior • Turn your back on Mother Nature • Everybody wants to rule the world • It's my own design • It's my own remorse • Help me to decide • Help me make the most of freedom • And of pleasure • Nothing ever lasts forever • Everybody wants to rule the world ♪ ☖ ☮ ✿ ▲ ☭ ★ ° |
I Howl When We're Apart
Aug. 5th, 2013 03:48 am
"Hey, It's Isaac, leave a message... Or somethin'."
♡TEXT ♡AUDIO ♡VIDEO ♡FILE ♡ACTION
Permissions
Aug. 3rd, 2013 01:30 pmCHARACTER NAME: Isaac Lahey
CHARACTER SERIES: Teen Wolf
[OOC]
Backtagging: Yes, please!
Threadhopping: Ask first please! It's generally a yes, I just like to know beforehand.
Fourthwalling: Go for it, man. I mean if your character watches Teen Wolf, they've gotta be cool.
Offensive subjects (elaborate): Say whatever man.
[IC]
Hugging this character: Go for it, bud. Isaac is scrappy but he gives good hugs.
Kissing this character: Isaac likes kisses, kisses are good.
Flirting with this character: Be warned he'll probably flirt back or not know what to do.
Fighting with this character: If you really wanna fight a hot tempered werewolf, go for it. But uh, be warned he has a pack that will protect him.
Injuring this character: Warn me, but go for it. Isaac/misery is my otp.
Killing this character: Ask me first, okay?
Using telepathy/mind reading abilities on this character: Unless I've said you can in your own permissions post ask me fist please, it's probably a yes though!
Warnings: He's a werewolf, with a pack, this a warning if anyone intends to do him wrong, others will most likely seek revenge, and vice versa for doing harm onto any of his pack.
Isaac has all the typical abilities that come with being a werewolf - though it should be noted that he isn't as practiced as Scott or Derek:
+ Enhanced senses (Sight, hearing, smell, etc.)
+ Able to heal much faster than humans
+ Can smell chemosignals in english: he can smell emotions
+ Can hear heartbeats meaning he is a walking lie detector
+ Is able to sense/smell other werewolves.
+ The ability to transform (Claws, fangs, sharp teeth, glowing eyes.)
+ Enhanced athletic ability (Strength and stanima.)
+ Werewolves are able to take pain from both other animals and humans alike.
+ Silver does not bother him at all
Isaac has superhealing, superstrength and superendurance and also supersenses.
Get your own copy of the IC/OOC Permissions meme!
Now it's my turn to ask you some questions and share some information!
This is all very optional!
Isaac is a werewolf meaning he has heightened senses, he can hear heartbeats, smell emotions and hear conversations that probably aren't meant for him. And while he's not skilled as say Scott or Derek, he still can do it. Is this okay? Or would you rather him not do any of this to your character?
He's got a very keen nose, therefore he can identify characters by scent and also (try his best) to track them by scent, What does your character smell like? Is there something that would stick out to him? Such as Meg Master's sulfuric scent? (For reference to any other werewolves Isaac smells like: early autumn, juniper, grave dirt, lingering copper, slight crispness from a frost, worn wood and a faint scent of wool.)
As well as all of that, Isaac can take another creature's pain, to leave a pain-free sensation, Is it okay for Isaac to take your character's pain at some point?
Isaac is a beta meaning he cannot turn another character into a werewolf, he is also a follower, not a leader. He depends on a pack leader - If your character is a werewolf, are they an alpha, beta or omega?
Isaac is a bit of a nerd, is it okay for him to 4thwall your character?
Is there anything else I should know about your character?
( If you fill this out please tell me what game you're in! )
CHARACTER SERIES: Teen Wolf
[OOC]
Backtagging: Yes, please!
Threadhopping: Ask first please! It's generally a yes, I just like to know beforehand.
Fourthwalling: Go for it, man. I mean if your character watches Teen Wolf, they've gotta be cool.
Offensive subjects (elaborate): Say whatever man.
[IC]
Hugging this character: Go for it, bud. Isaac is scrappy but he gives good hugs.
Kissing this character: Isaac likes kisses, kisses are good.
Flirting with this character: Be warned he'll probably flirt back or not know what to do.
Fighting with this character: If you really wanna fight a hot tempered werewolf, go for it. But uh, be warned he has a pack that will protect him.
Injuring this character: Warn me, but go for it. Isaac/misery is my otp.
Killing this character: Ask me first, okay?
Using telepathy/mind reading abilities on this character: Unless I've said you can in your own permissions post ask me fist please, it's probably a yes though!
Warnings: He's a werewolf, with a pack, this a warning if anyone intends to do him wrong, others will most likely seek revenge, and vice versa for doing harm onto any of his pack.
Isaac has all the typical abilities that come with being a werewolf - though it should be noted that he isn't as practiced as Scott or Derek:
+ Enhanced senses (Sight, hearing, smell, etc.)
+ Able to heal much faster than humans
+ Can smell chemosignals in english: he can smell emotions
+ Can hear heartbeats meaning he is a walking lie detector
+ Is able to sense/smell other werewolves.
+ The ability to transform (Claws, fangs, sharp teeth, glowing eyes.)
+ Enhanced athletic ability (Strength and stanima.)
+ Werewolves are able to take pain from both other animals and humans alike.
+ Silver does not bother him at all
Isaac has superhealing, superstrength and superendurance and also supersenses.
Get your own copy of the IC/OOC Permissions meme!
This is all very optional!
Isaac is a werewolf meaning he has heightened senses, he can hear heartbeats, smell emotions and hear conversations that probably aren't meant for him. And while he's not skilled as say Scott or Derek, he still can do it. Is this okay? Or would you rather him not do any of this to your character?
He's got a very keen nose, therefore he can identify characters by scent and also (try his best) to track them by scent, What does your character smell like? Is there something that would stick out to him? Such as Meg Master's sulfuric scent? (For reference to any other werewolves Isaac smells like: early autumn, juniper, grave dirt, lingering copper, slight crispness from a frost, worn wood and a faint scent of wool.)
As well as all of that, Isaac can take another creature's pain, to leave a pain-free sensation, Is it okay for Isaac to take your character's pain at some point?
Isaac is a beta meaning he cannot turn another character into a werewolf, he is also a follower, not a leader. He depends on a pack leader - If your character is a werewolf, are they an alpha, beta or omega?
Isaac is a bit of a nerd, is it okay for him to 4thwall your character?
Is there anything else I should know about your character?
( If you fill this out please tell me what game you're in! )
Player's Name: Steph
Contact info: Susrien @ AIM, Plurk, MSN.
DW:fugitive_but_great
( That's What I'm Here For )
Contact info: Susrien @ AIM, Plurk, MSN.
DW:
fugitive_but_great( That's What I'm Here For )
PLAYER INFORMATION
➤ NAME: Steph
➤ AGE: I AM TURNING 20, I DON'T WANT TO BE TWENTY, TAKE IT AWAY. [11/11/93]
➤ JOURNAL:algidity
( living in distress hoping help was on the way )
➤ NAME: Steph
➤ AGE: I AM TURNING 20, I DON'T WANT TO BE TWENTY, TAKE IT AWAY. [11/11/93]
➤ JOURNAL:
algidity( living in distress hoping help was on the way )
Name: Steph
DW username:susrien
E-Mail:
IM: Susrien @ AIM, MSN and Skype
Plurk:Susrien
( So I Cannot Move, So I'm Just Embedded In The Frost )
DW username:
susrienE-Mail:
IM: Susrien @ AIM, MSN and Skype
Plurk:
( So I Cannot Move, So I'm Just Embedded In The Frost )
PLAYER
Name: Steph
Personal Journal: N/A
Plurk:Susrien
Time Zone: Central
Email:
Messenger: Susrien @ AIM & MSN
Previous Characters: None.
Munhead/Musebox:![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
bloodinthesand
( You Know The Dudes I Hang With Aren't Exactly Friendly )
Name: Steph
Personal Journal: N/A
Plurk:
Time Zone: Central
Email:
Messenger: Susrien @ AIM & MSN
Previous Characters: None.
Munhead/Musebox:
bloodinthesand( You Know The Dudes I Hang With Aren't Exactly Friendly )
Visualosities
Jul. 7th, 2013 11:21 pm
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Maybe you've always been,
but today you've decided to
write a poem about it.
Where did you want to start?
Nowhere? I guess that's the point.
Okay.
So you're all alone.
You're all alone and the room isn't
crowded.
You're all alone and there's no sea of people.
You're all alone because you're all
alone.
Make it a bar, or your bedroom,
or your car pulled over on the highway.
You're all alone and you can feel it
deeper than your bones,
like there's a sun inside you and it's
imploding.
You're all alone and you aren't burning.
You're all alone but, oddly enough,
you're okay.
Why are you okay?
God, why the fuck are you okay?
Do you even need anything?
Are you even human?
Are you even real?
Hurt a goddamn little!
Bleed! Fuck!
What do you need? What do
you need to do? How can I pull this
out of you?
I've seen lonely, but that's not what
this is. This is surrender. This is you
tying yourself to a sinking ship and
it's breaking my heart, really.
I hope you fall in love and I hope it
kicks your ass, the first time.
I hope you fall in love again and I
hope it feels like swimming in molasses.
I hope you never get the sweet out
from underneath your fingernails.
I hope you open up like a sky."
— Caitlyn Siehl, So You're All Alone
And He Won't Tell His Folks
Jul. 1st, 2013 04:00 amPlayer Information
Player name: Steph
Contact:susrien | Susrien @ AIM
Are you over 18: 19
Characters in The Box Already: N/A
( Cause They're Already Ghosts )
Player name: Steph
Contact:
Are you over 18: 19
Characters in The Box Already: N/A
( Cause They're Already Ghosts )
(no subject)
Jun. 18th, 2013 04:07 pm
Download
Bundy -- Animal Alpha
I've fallen down, my nose bleeding badly
I'm where you want me
I know the words, I know when to say them
You're where I want you
Adrenalize -- In This Moment
I'm only here for one thing
So come on and tell me,
Can you fly like you're free
Cause I need to feel
Bundy -- Animal Alpha
I've fallen down, my nose bleeding badly
I'm where you want me
I know the words, I know when to say them
You're where I want you
Adrenalize -- In This Moment
I'm only here for one thing
So come on and tell me,
Can you fly like you're free
Cause I need to feel
Yeah, I need to say
I must confess,
I'm addicted to this
Happier -- A Fine Frenzy
Say what you mean
What you mean
Is you'll be happier without me
Without me, without me
You won't convince me that I'll be better off
So you go on and I'll be happier
I'll be happier
You go on
You go.
Search And Destroy -- Skunk Anansie
I'm a runaway son of a nulear A-bomb
I am the world's forgotten boy
The one who searches and destroys
Honey can you help me please
Somebody gotta save my soul
What Do They Know -- Mindless Self Indulgence
Beat me up
Beat me down
Mess me up
Beyond all recognition
For what it's worth
I'd do it again
With no consequence
I will do it again
Hard up, so hunt me down, down, down
Jump the gun, bust a cap, hit the ground
Apres Moi -- Regina Spektor
I must go on standing
You can't break that which isn't yours
I must go on standing
I'm not my own, it's not my choice
Be afraid of the lame, they'll inherit your legs
Be afraid of the old, they'll inherit your souls
Be afraid of the cold, they'll inherit your blood
Apres moi, le deluge
After me comes the flood
Salt Skin -- Ellie Goulding
You're as sharp as a knife and you fit like a glove
That is no way to live, that is no way to love
Full of fear in your skin and the weakness of giving in
You're stabbed in the back but you feel no pain
Push the heaviest doors that you can't open
Yeah, they tied me up and my body lies still, again
You're as bright as the sun and as calm as the moon
I don't know when you'll break, but it's gonna be soon
Wrong -- Depeche Mode
I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique
But C'mon, I'm useless -- I Haunt Wizards
You know exactly how to make me feel like I'm worthless
These thoughts are keeping me awake, I won't, won't ever give up
Pay attention
Can't you see me wondering what, what I'm doing wrong?
You're not satisfied, you're not satisfied, what am I doing wrong?
Oh, what do I do to get anything but lies out of you?
A Pain That I'm Used To -- Depeche Mode
I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
Can you say what you're trying to play anyway?
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
All this running around, well, it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
Electroshock -- 3OH!3
Sweat, sweat, 'cos I'm a poisonous pill
Pop me in your mouth, baby, sit and distill
Not yet, I ain't through with you, girl
Put me in your glass, baby, give me a swirl
Don't stop, don't let it
Freeze up your trembling lips
Don't you regret it
'Cos you can bet that this won't even ever happen again
Astronaut -- Amanda Palmer
Is it enough to have some love?
Small enough to slip inside a book
Small enough to cover with your hand
Because everyone around you wants to look
Is it enough to have some love?
Small enough to slip inside the cracks
The pieces don't fit together so good
With all the breaking and all the gluing back
Human -- Daughter
Underneath the skin there's a human
Buried deep within there's a human
And despite everything I'm still human
I think I'm, I'm still human
I must confess,
I'm addicted to this
Happier -- A Fine Frenzy
Say what you mean
What you mean
Is you'll be happier without me
Without me, without me
You won't convince me that I'll be better off
So you go on and I'll be happier
I'll be happier
You go on
You go.
Search And Destroy -- Skunk Anansie
I'm a runaway son of a nulear A-bomb
I am the world's forgotten boy
The one who searches and destroys
Honey can you help me please
Somebody gotta save my soul
What Do They Know -- Mindless Self Indulgence
Beat me up
Beat me down
Mess me up
Beyond all recognition
For what it's worth
I'd do it again
With no consequence
I will do it again
Hard up, so hunt me down, down, down
Jump the gun, bust a cap, hit the ground
Apres Moi -- Regina Spektor
I must go on standing
You can't break that which isn't yours
I must go on standing
I'm not my own, it's not my choice
Be afraid of the lame, they'll inherit your legs
Be afraid of the old, they'll inherit your souls
Be afraid of the cold, they'll inherit your blood
Apres moi, le deluge
After me comes the flood
Salt Skin -- Ellie Goulding
You're as sharp as a knife and you fit like a glove
That is no way to live, that is no way to love
Full of fear in your skin and the weakness of giving in
You're stabbed in the back but you feel no pain
Push the heaviest doors that you can't open
Yeah, they tied me up and my body lies still, again
You're as bright as the sun and as calm as the moon
I don't know when you'll break, but it's gonna be soon
Wrong -- Depeche Mode
I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique
But C'mon, I'm useless -- I Haunt Wizards
You know exactly how to make me feel like I'm worthless
These thoughts are keeping me awake, I won't, won't ever give up
Pay attention
Can't you see me wondering what, what I'm doing wrong?
You're not satisfied, you're not satisfied, what am I doing wrong?
Oh, what do I do to get anything but lies out of you?
A Pain That I'm Used To -- Depeche Mode
I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
Can you say what you're trying to play anyway?
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
All this running around, well, it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
Electroshock -- 3OH!3
Sweat, sweat, 'cos I'm a poisonous pill
Pop me in your mouth, baby, sit and distill
Not yet, I ain't through with you, girl
Put me in your glass, baby, give me a swirl
Don't stop, don't let it
Freeze up your trembling lips
Don't you regret it
'Cos you can bet that this won't even ever happen again
Astronaut -- Amanda Palmer
Is it enough to have some love?
Small enough to slip inside a book
Small enough to cover with your hand
Because everyone around you wants to look
Is it enough to have some love?
Small enough to slip inside the cracks
The pieces don't fit together so good
With all the breaking and all the gluing back
Human -- Daughter
Underneath the skin there's a human
Buried deep within there's a human
And despite everything I'm still human
I think I'm, I'm still human
I think I'm dying here
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Mun
Name: Steph
Contact Info:susrien | Susrien @ AIM
Other Characters: N/A
( 'Cos At The End Of The Night It Is Her I'll Be Holding )
Name: Steph
Contact Info:
Other Characters: N/A
( 'Cos At The End Of The Night It Is Her I'll Be Holding )
►I'll be home safe and tucked away◄
Nov. 11th, 1993 04:35 am
Bedroom Wall Colours
(Bathroom is white)
Left Wall, Brick Wall, Exterior Bathroom Walls, Entrance Door Wall
˳Sound system˳
˳Poster #1˳
˳Poster #2˳
˳Poster #3˳
˳Poster #4˳
˳Poster #5˳
˳Poster #6˳
˳Dresser˳
˳Additional 2 Dressers˳
˳Couch, Table & Bedroom Floors˳
˳Bed˳
˳Plush Rug˳
˳Bike on Wall, Heater, & Storage in Bathroom˳
˳Bean Bag Bed˳
˳Bathroom Sink & Mirror˳
˳Curtain around Shower˳
˳Shower -glass˳
˳Bathroom Floor˳
